EDIT: So I'm making a sort of secondary update here...I had a weird weekend a;;lkjjk I passed out randomly on Saturday and had to go to the hospital (it's nothing important or scary, it's just vasovagal syncope which is apparently normal and irrelevant). It felt very weird and now I'm under the weather and being all self-pitying. I feel so odd. Not really looking forward to anything. Sad. I don't want to go to college, I don't want to try to make new friends (which won't work). I don't want to pay student loans and get internships and progress professionally or marry or have boyfriends or retire or buy a house. All demotivated. Don't want to do anything. I just want to sort of stare at people and feel uncomfortable and self-pitying. Will that work? I don't even want to write. I don't even want to draw. Tired. Hello.

I'm into the lazy part of senior year, it's very relaxing. I had my birthday, got a laptop which I'm using right now woooo! My art gallery opened yesterday huzzah and it was great and I can't wait to see what sort of comments get written in my book. It was very refreshing to have people (teenagers) seek me out and tell me how much they loved my comics/work. Nice. On the most recent piece I put up here, someone actually asked me where the quote was from haha. My brother was dragged there by my grandpa which was crazy and unexpected. Uhhhh. I also got a deerstalker for my birthday and tomorrow my friends and I are meeting for tea in the village. I have to pay for prom, for which I'm actually having A DRESS MADE. Woohoo. Plus Korra. Unfortunately I'm sort of sick today, although I'm feeling better right now. This is a very lazily written journal, I'm sorry.